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Post by Zero on May 27, 2008 17:58:17 GMT -4
I always feel like I'm staring down the barrel of a gun. Like I constantly have to watch my back. Like I always have to be on the defensive.
Some of you people here say some pretty awful things, and yet I never call you jerks, or cruel. I just don't believe anyone means to be that way. No one is mean at the core.
But then, I am constantly denied that liberty. I feel like I'm always having my persona, my very character judged. I am treated unfairly here. I know I'm not perfect, and I never claimed to be. Yet I'm treated like I HAVE to be perfect no matter what.
Even when I try to explain myself, you seem to not want to believe me. Do you think I'm a liar?
All I've ever done was try to be a good person. To be gentle, patient, just, and understanding. To make you happy. That's all I want. Have I failed in trying so?
Tell me, what do you really think of me as a person?
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Post by Machaeus on May 27, 2008 19:06:47 GMT -4
You're a good guy, Z. I know I'd trust you with the site, like we all once did. Question...is this because of the "gay" comment we called you on? 'Cuz that was one slip-up. It doesn't happen that often...does it? Sorry to back you into a corner, I loathe that myself - I was just saying someone might have seen that and taken it the wrong way, y'know?
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Post by Johhny Madman on May 27, 2008 19:33:49 GMT -4
Look, I'm sorry for jumping to that conclusion, but you gotta comend him for taking his free time to draw his version of your character.
You're a great guy, don't get me wrong. You helped me when I thought the world didn't care about me.
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Post by Zero on May 27, 2008 20:28:59 GMT -4
I'm not perfect, though I do try to be, I will never be perfect. None of us will.
I'll make mistakes, and I'll always apologize when need be.
No, it's not often, but when it DOES happen, the outcry seems loud and harsh to me. I don't feel backed into a corner. I feel slammed to the ground and held.
After seeing the comments he got for it, I told him he can leave it the way it is, I don't mind.
Thank you for the clarity. This puts my mind at rest.
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Post by White Lightning on May 27, 2008 20:52:25 GMT -4
Very nice to hear that you feel better! ;D
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Post by Zero on May 29, 2008 16:17:56 GMT -4
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Post by Zero on May 29, 2008 16:42:37 GMT -4
So you all know now:
Any mistake I make, ANY comments YOU make against me, Ryota will use to hurt me and the forum.
He wants this place dead. It just may happen. Do you want that to happen?
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Post by White Lightning on May 29, 2008 16:46:21 GMT -4
Wait a second. Why dose he care about whats going on here when he once said that he wanted nothing to do with us anymore?
Socond of all, I really do think that comment was a bit blown out of proportion by everyone else. Next, I KINDA agree with Falkun. I wouldn't be calling something someone did for me as a request "gay" no matter how it looked. Last, I will never think of you as disrespectful in any manner. I mean, you show and give us respect as a whole, so we should do the same for you. Also, I KNOW you're a good person deep down and you really didn't mean to say that about weezlecheese's picture.
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Post by Hunter on May 29, 2008 17:44:02 GMT -4
Some of you people here say some pretty awful things, and yet I never call you jerks, or cruel. I just don't believe anyone means to be that way. No one is mean at the core. He don't know me vewy well, do he? Tell me, what do you really think of me as a person? Z, I think you're a nice guy who cares way too much about what other people think. That's why you were so anal-retentive about the ProBoards TOS. That's why you were so forgiving to Chevelle and Ryota. And that's why you're so concerned about one man's emo rage. Let it go. Grow some convictions, stick by them, and if anyone doesn't like it, screw 'em. Any mistake I make, ANY comments YOU make against me, Ryota will use to hurt me and the forum. Oh good Lord. Does anyone here have an account on Encyclopedia Dramatica? I repeat, calling all Encyclopedia Dramatica accounts to man the harpoons at once. This chakkin' noob needs to be trolled to Hell and back, then back to Hell.
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Post by Johhny Madman on May 29, 2008 18:54:16 GMT -4
Ryota? The guy who almost started a war?
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Post by falkun on May 29, 2008 20:45:42 GMT -4
Any mistake I make, ANY comments YOU make against me, Ryota will use to hurt me and the forum. Oh good Lord. Does anyone here have an account on Encyclopedia Dramatica? I repeat, calling all Encyclopedia Dramatica accounts to man the harpoons at once. This chakkin' noob needs to be trolled to Hell and back, then back to Hell. this is on the "Portal:DeviantART/Needed" page
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Post by Zero on May 29, 2008 21:39:19 GMT -4
Wow.
Anyway, his journal entry is gone.
Either he backed off, or DA deleted it, I don't know.
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Shelltoon
Adjusting to the neighborhood
Me?
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Post by Shelltoon on May 29, 2008 22:26:22 GMT -4
I think he deleted it himself.
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Post by White Lightning on May 29, 2008 22:42:48 GMT -4
this is on the "Portal:DeviantART/Needed" page I love you, ED.
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Post by falkun on May 30, 2008 0:12:45 GMT -4
sorry, but ED doesn;t love you back
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