Post by dude on Mar 19, 2008 0:22:33 GMT -4
god..i dont know why im posting this. i dont really feel like theres any need to, but whatever. ryota asked me to relay this to you. i read it, and i dont know what it has to do with his situation with the forum, but because im a good friend, ill do it.
Though you all probably never expected me to contact you ever again, I felt it mandatory to make this final statement. I'm not conveying any ill will or hatred. I need closure on all of this, and I know you all need it too. Just hear me out. For once.
At every point in a person's life, one has to make a choice of what will happen to them. Roads make themselves present to the individual, waiting to be trodden upon for what could be the remainder of the person's life. At my crossroads, I was presented with two options; leave and be forgotten, or stay and be hated. And I knew what the only suitable option was.
There's no way to tell exactly what'll happen once you make a final decision. Everyone follows their own life's path. They pave that road. They end up on a one-way train ride to uncertainty. There's no going back once you've made up your mind, especially for me. Things can never be the same. I can't come back. There's no reason for me to, and it just won't work out. What I've done is unforgivable, and I understand if you aren't ever going to talk to me ever again. That's just the way it is.
You never know what'll happen in life. It just works that way. And just to clarify, I have absolutely no interest in religion. It's the mindset of all humans to develop and grow in their own way, trying best to cope with what gets thrown at them. "Your ticket to the future is always...blank."
Like I said, the only reason I'm doing this is to finally have closure on the whole awful mess that transpired a month ago.
At every point in a person's life, one has to make a choice of what will happen to them. Roads make themselves present to the individual, waiting to be trodden upon for what could be the remainder of the person's life. At my crossroads, I was presented with two options; leave and be forgotten, or stay and be hated. And I knew what the only suitable option was.
There's no way to tell exactly what'll happen once you make a final decision. Everyone follows their own life's path. They pave that road. They end up on a one-way train ride to uncertainty. There's no going back once you've made up your mind, especially for me. Things can never be the same. I can't come back. There's no reason for me to, and it just won't work out. What I've done is unforgivable, and I understand if you aren't ever going to talk to me ever again. That's just the way it is.
You never know what'll happen in life. It just works that way. And just to clarify, I have absolutely no interest in religion. It's the mindset of all humans to develop and grow in their own way, trying best to cope with what gets thrown at them. "Your ticket to the future is always...blank."
Like I said, the only reason I'm doing this is to finally have closure on the whole awful mess that transpired a month ago.