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Post by Zero on Mar 21, 2009 21:28:47 GMT -4
I've lost sight of myself. I don't even know me anymore.
I've been irritable, short tempered, and not very tactful. I don't know why this is happening to me. It could be stress, or a gradual change in my personality, but I should have more self-control.
I really don't like myself as a person anymore, not the way I've been lately.
I made Mimi upset today, and she banned me from her page.
I need to be a better friend.
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Post by Jakob on Mar 21, 2009 21:57:01 GMT -4
Mental restability required. Apologies must be made. Remind self that emotional breakdowns are a result of allowing trivial thoughts into one's mind.
Trivial thoughts = waste of time and energy. Better off redirecting the precious resource of life to things that actually matter, such as thinking about good times.
Recession possibly connected. Requires time to heal. Money works as a simple catalyst, but is otherwise completely useless.
There is otherwise no problem with yourself. All that needs being said is "If you find yourself flat on your face, kick yourself back up again."
Cannot fall any lower than ground level, unless you're on an ocean or lake.
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Post by Damion / Xerox on Mar 21, 2009 22:06:52 GMT -4
Too true, Jakob.
Just find your ground once again, Zero, and you'll be alright.
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Post by White Lightning on Mar 21, 2009 22:18:03 GMT -4
Get this way sometimes. I feel as if I've lost what makes me myself all together.
But it takes time. You will come back to youself, brother. Do some things you like to do or what makes you happy. Maybe its the stress from the current economy. Do what ever you can to get rid of it. But remember, we're always here for you.
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Post by Zero on Mar 21, 2009 22:23:11 GMT -4
I have apologized, and I'm waiting for response, and I'm afraid she won't want to talk to me anymore.
And guess I have been wasting a lot of time lately, and money has been an issue.
I use to be positive, but so many bad things have happened to me lately, IRL and online, I just don't see anything to be happy about.
I'm starting to think I'm heading for a depression.
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Post by Damion / Xerox on Mar 21, 2009 22:26:23 GMT -4
Everyone has, and everyone will, but you have to realize that it won't last forever. Think of the positive in your life, as much and for as long as you can.
Akuna Matata, man. Just try to let go of your worries...
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Post by Zero on Mar 21, 2009 22:33:29 GMT -4
I could... if anyone can remind me.
I'm the one who forgot. Not her.
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Post by Jakob on Mar 21, 2009 22:35:44 GMT -4
I have gone through the same thing, even multiple times.
I put my mind off the bad things by doing stuff that's actually cool. Drawing, writing, gaming... Sham-Wow! holds twenty thousand times it's weight in liquid!
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Post by Damion / Xerox on Mar 21, 2009 22:39:53 GMT -4
Saying random stuff, eh Jak?
Heh heh, but, yeah, Jakob has a point...
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Post by Zero on Mar 21, 2009 22:40:51 GMT -4
It's not that easy for me. When something goes wrong, I want to make it right. I won't feel right until I do. I need redemption.
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Post by White Lightning on Mar 21, 2009 22:41:31 GMT -4
Lawl. Sham Wow. XD
I'm depressed, but I find ways to get away from it, even if it means taking medication.
Bro, what are some good things in your life? We're one. We're you friends willing to help you though the toughest of times. Me being one of your closer ones. Someone who you see as a little sister.
Just remember, I fight for my friends. Even the bad times I will help you fight.
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Post by Damion / Xerox on Mar 21, 2009 22:43:17 GMT -4
Too true, WL. We're here for you Z.
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Post by Zero on Mar 21, 2009 22:44:14 GMT -4
Hey, I'm not fighting anyone. I'm want to find myself again.
What was I like 4 years ago? Who was I?
This is what I need.
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Post by White Lightning on Mar 21, 2009 22:46:11 GMT -4
I was saying that I am willing ot fight off what ever is troubling you.
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Post by Zero on Mar 21, 2009 22:47:03 GMT -4
Damn, I can't even understand words anymore...
I need to sit in the dark for a while...
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