Post by Blacksky01 on Oct 11, 2009 22:28:18 GMT -4
Were in Slow-motion
and I'm starting to feel well that I'm connecting myself too much.
And yet here I am, posting.
The feeling of being ignored half of the time. I guess I'll concentrate on other project IRL. All my effort to liven things up seem to well...end up on nothing.
Maybe I'm just a bad mood right now. I think I've entered an art block,which is quite frankly, depressing. Every drawing I made seems like crap. ugh.
I guess I'm packing up frustrations and snap from times to times. I feel completely unoriginal and frankly,boring. Sure I can feel happy but right now... I seems kinda lost interest in a lot of things... Probably caused the weather or some random things like that.
Everyone saw me in in the art program yet I'm in finance (And,as you probably have realized,my main hobby is drawing and what I want to do later on as a career). I didn't even take the drawing class for god's sake! Learning how to go on the internet or how to use Microsoft words is what I'm doing instead...Great.I feel like I'm going to have the fan"Censored"ing year of my life! The only class I really enjoy is the English one with my super teacher. (But just one class toliven things up on tuesday.)
It's not that I don't understand anything (My grade are all in the 80% as of now) but I just feel like I'm losing myself right now.
((Should have kept a copy of the letter I sent you Champ and posted it here... Just to show how much I'm feeling fudged up right now.))
And now I'm posting this on a forum...
See you in while, I have to be up early tomorrow .
Blacksky01