Post by Tim on Apr 24, 2008 22:11:33 GMT -4
i can't deal with all this anymore. i'm out. i'm not deleting my account, should i ever feel like coming back, but i don't think i'll be coming here again. i might, but it's doubtful. before i go, i have some things to say.
i feel as if the whole Ryota situation was my fault. XJ-0 made me a mediator. soon after, i went on a hiatus from this site. i feel that if i'd kept coming here, things wouldn't have gotten so bad. for that, i apologize.
to Ryota: you and Falkun are my real friends. these guys aren't. i don't know them in real life. that doesn't stop me from wanting them to have a peaceful site for them to enjoy, though. if you don't like them, if you hate them, just leave them alone.
and i'll let you know something. just because it's the internet, that doesn't mean that no one cares and you can do whatever you want. there are kids on the internet, which is why places have rules to prevent them from seeing or reading things that they shouldn't be exposed to at their age. you can't do whatever you want, just because it's the internet.
and it's not just that there are kids on here. you do whatever you want because there are other people on the internet too, and they probably don't want to have to deal with this stuff. you know i'm a serious cusser in real life, but that i try not to do it on the internet. that's because i respect others' feelings. in fact, it's because i don't know them. the very thing you constantly harp on me about is the reason that rules on the internet exist. you don't know who everyone is: therefor, you don't know what they deem acceptable, obscene, offensive, or in good taste. you don't know, which is why you watch what you say so that you don't cause problems.
it's getting to the point where i'm worried about you. a lot. if katie knew everything that was going on here, she'd be just as worried, if not more. this has become a sick obsession with you. the way you're talking... i'm afraid that you're going to come to school tomorrow and not want to be my friend anymore.
to Tremorton: it was fun for a while. but after Ryota finally went away, i stopped coming on for a long time. he came back while i was gone, apparently. regardless, i think there were times when you were a bit short with him. sometimes jumping too quickly to ban him.
i came in here because of Ryota. and now, he's left our forums too because of all this. i'm not blaming you, i'm not blaming anyone for this. i'll make this clear right now. i am going to check this thread for a bit. i want absolutely no one pointing fingers, no one accusing anyone of anything. that's only going to cause more problems.
this whole thing has gotten so far out of hand, it's disgusting.
and finally, to XJ-0 alone: leave him alone from now on. i don't know the full details of what's going on between you two on DA, and i don't care. if it's over, good. let sleeping dogs lie. if it's still going on, just stop. i mean it.
why he hates you, i'm not sure. you never seemed too bad. not until that point when you decreed "my way or the highway", anyway. you'll remember i fought you on that, and i wish that Ryota would listen when i tell him the same thing. but so far, all he's done is change the subject back to how much he hates this place and how i always side with you.
don't talk about Ryota on here again, unless you've actually got something good to say. like a good memory of his earlier days on here. if you have nothing good to say, don't say anything.
this is all i have to say. in summary:
I'm leaving, i'm leaving because i'm sick of all the fighting and nothing i say is getting through to one of my best friends, and though this might surprise some of you i never once called you guys friends. i'm not saying that because i disliked you guys, i'm saying it because it's the truth. i never actually called anyone here a friend. though if i had, there would've been three for sure: Shelltoon, Machaeus, and WL. i talked with you guys more than the others. this is the only time i'll say it. i looked at you three like internet friends. i can still say i do, because i don't think any of this situation was your fault. i blame myself for not doing enough to stop this.
so that's it. i may be back. probably not though. i'm not deleting my account, but i may not be back on.
goodbye.
-Tim
i feel as if the whole Ryota situation was my fault. XJ-0 made me a mediator. soon after, i went on a hiatus from this site. i feel that if i'd kept coming here, things wouldn't have gotten so bad. for that, i apologize.
to Ryota: you and Falkun are my real friends. these guys aren't. i don't know them in real life. that doesn't stop me from wanting them to have a peaceful site for them to enjoy, though. if you don't like them, if you hate them, just leave them alone.
and i'll let you know something. just because it's the internet, that doesn't mean that no one cares and you can do whatever you want. there are kids on the internet, which is why places have rules to prevent them from seeing or reading things that they shouldn't be exposed to at their age. you can't do whatever you want, just because it's the internet.
and it's not just that there are kids on here. you do whatever you want because there are other people on the internet too, and they probably don't want to have to deal with this stuff. you know i'm a serious cusser in real life, but that i try not to do it on the internet. that's because i respect others' feelings. in fact, it's because i don't know them. the very thing you constantly harp on me about is the reason that rules on the internet exist. you don't know who everyone is: therefor, you don't know what they deem acceptable, obscene, offensive, or in good taste. you don't know, which is why you watch what you say so that you don't cause problems.
it's getting to the point where i'm worried about you. a lot. if katie knew everything that was going on here, she'd be just as worried, if not more. this has become a sick obsession with you. the way you're talking... i'm afraid that you're going to come to school tomorrow and not want to be my friend anymore.
to Tremorton: it was fun for a while. but after Ryota finally went away, i stopped coming on for a long time. he came back while i was gone, apparently. regardless, i think there were times when you were a bit short with him. sometimes jumping too quickly to ban him.
i came in here because of Ryota. and now, he's left our forums too because of all this. i'm not blaming you, i'm not blaming anyone for this. i'll make this clear right now. i am going to check this thread for a bit. i want absolutely no one pointing fingers, no one accusing anyone of anything. that's only going to cause more problems.
this whole thing has gotten so far out of hand, it's disgusting.
and finally, to XJ-0 alone: leave him alone from now on. i don't know the full details of what's going on between you two on DA, and i don't care. if it's over, good. let sleeping dogs lie. if it's still going on, just stop. i mean it.
why he hates you, i'm not sure. you never seemed too bad. not until that point when you decreed "my way or the highway", anyway. you'll remember i fought you on that, and i wish that Ryota would listen when i tell him the same thing. but so far, all he's done is change the subject back to how much he hates this place and how i always side with you.
don't talk about Ryota on here again, unless you've actually got something good to say. like a good memory of his earlier days on here. if you have nothing good to say, don't say anything.
this is all i have to say. in summary:
I'm leaving, i'm leaving because i'm sick of all the fighting and nothing i say is getting through to one of my best friends, and though this might surprise some of you i never once called you guys friends. i'm not saying that because i disliked you guys, i'm saying it because it's the truth. i never actually called anyone here a friend. though if i had, there would've been three for sure: Shelltoon, Machaeus, and WL. i talked with you guys more than the others. this is the only time i'll say it. i looked at you three like internet friends. i can still say i do, because i don't think any of this situation was your fault. i blame myself for not doing enough to stop this.
so that's it. i may be back. probably not though. i'm not deleting my account, but i may not be back on.
goodbye.
-Tim